Monday, May 30, 2011

Forming Affection

i continue the dance,
the accelerating,
mushrooming,
proliferating dance
of eternal recovery.

I shake with levity
as I crush the ogre within.

Victory of self comes every minute,
of every day
for my conscious being...I am AWARE!!

Fortunate clarity pierces
outside turmoil
from the deepening balance within.

Patient strides of self
no longer seeks and unobtainable "love"
but forms it through others
with an imperishable outreached hand....

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Whitewashed Insecurities

Insecurities,
Your influence tortures me daily. You have been with me since erstwhile reminiscing awareness will allow.
You have encouraged my vain will to evolve into such a cacodemonic diabolical creature.
I have been procrastinating a true stand against you.
The pity fuel you gave me to enhance the deformity of self to continue on in defect of character.
Your whitewash condoning helped me present a vague interpretation of self for me and others.
You are a menace I grew affection for.
But this new nudge of self is becoming your antithesis.
Now you are going to feel the shock of terror because I am quickly stripping you naked for your final exposure.
You will never leave me completely if I do not arrest you completely...now.
I have paid you homage for entirely to long.
Adieu and Godspeed to your craving dis function.
I must now live without your distortions.
You will never be my false ally again...

Monday, May 9, 2011

Deceit

The deceit we play on ourselves
and others is a complicated web
of delusion
Instigated by courageous
but sometimes unwise intentions.

Scenarios can be justified
but crumble with the ever present reality
ever progressing reality

We all come to a united truth
eventually
but the infinite paths
and possibilities we pursue
will lead to a finite flow
eventually

We mask ourselves
until we hear
the individual
personal prophecy

But we all will be unmasked
eventually